Beware The Bottled Thoughts Of Angry Young Men

Saturday, January 31, 2009

LETS GET IT ROLLIN!!!

Just applied for border patrol... test is mid march... time to start studying... gonna begin palm springs pd employment fiesta/packet as well... hopefully all of the dullness that only the obscenely huge pile of paperwork that each of these applications involves will one day be naught but a memory!!! wish me luck suckas!!



:aside: GOD I FUCKIN LOVE TOOL :end aside:

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Good Mood

Don't fake your life - inhale it
And then you'll know yourself
The change in you is Goddamn Electric
Don't waste your time, embrace it
And then you'll know yourself
The change that is Goddamn Electric will focus
The Mind's Eye...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Oh So True

The way I see it
Isn't necessarily
The way you see it
Or the way it is
Or ought to be
What's more important
Is that we're all
Looking for it
And a way to see it

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Sleep deprived.

I've always excelled at
Clinging to nothing
Whilst hoping for something
Stupidly dreaming
About why my hearts beating

Don't place too much weight on
Frail words or it'll break them
The slightest sound
Near hibernating dreams
Is all it takes to wake them

From slumbers deeper
Then deaths cold embrace
Whence reality hits
It sends tears down my face

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Love, Yourself.

Wherever you be,
Wherever you may,
Seek the truth,
Strive for the beautiful,
Achieve the good.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Gotta Love Tool.

A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful.
Is this a test?
It has to be. Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience, drain vitality,
this paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.

But I'm still right here, giving blood, keeping faith. And I'm still right here.
But I'm still right here, giving blood, keeping faith. And I'm still right here.

I'm gonna wait it out

If there were no rewards to reap,
loving embrace to see me through,
this tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.

I'm gonna wait it out.

If there were no desire to heal,
The damaged and broken met along,
this tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.

-And I still may. And I still may.-

Be patient.

I must keep reminding myself of this...
If there were no rewards to reap,
loving embrace to see me through,
this tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now. ...
And I still may.
And I...

Gonna wait it out.
Gonna wait it out.
Gonna wait it out.
Gonna wait it out.